i hate this kinda feeling

after 2 long weeks, finally played bball today! yeah feels great to be playing ball! but am kinda disappointed with my performance today, din perfrom up to expectations. =( there's always this naggin feeling whenever i wan to attempt a shot and i hate this kind of feeling. maybe it's due to my injured hand, calf n weird tummy but this aint the right way to push the blame around. i need to have focus. i want to find back the kind of carefree feeling i used to have have on the court, to be able to think clearly with no distractions. searching peace from within, focus and spirit. only then i can improve. 禅. 奋斗. 心球合一

*only when the heart flows like river, can the shots leave the hand with direction*