My Wants =)

oh well... thot of what i want to get while i was running today.. =) better to write it down since i have poor memory nowadays..

- schoolbag
- backpack
- laptop, thumbdrive, external harddisk
- camera
- asics trainers
- leather shoes, formal clothes, tie and a new suit (if i cant fit into mine)
- all of yanzi's album (well it doesnt have to be e physical album.. hehe)

ha think the list will expand soon and what not a better way to motivate me to start earning money to sustain my wants =) anyone has good lobang?? pls intro!! =)

窗外

ha.. this is what it looks like from my window!







Nice rite?? no adobe!! i like the clouds! it looks super soothing and nice =) Man i love the sun too! to be able to feel the heat and sunlight on my skin, i feel alive! =) there should be less rainy days, more sunny days! i wanna go sentosa! i wanna go to ubin!

with who else but 29th! ubin=) darn tt feels like quite some time ago!

if any of you have time, go read today's sunday times. pg21, invest, think e title is build your child's university fund.. food for thot.. looking at the cost of education in the next 15 to 18 yrs.. it's rather alarming.. can earn lotsa money!!

oh yah.. will be out of job soon n am looking for one.. anyone has good lobangs or recommendations??

1 down, 1 more to go..

*relieved* more or less settled the qn that has been bugging me for quite some time le! yeah i took 1 week to settle this 1 big qn.. i know it's pretty fast, but i did spend quite alot of time thinking about it.. way before i even started.. and not to forget, bugging my cousins, frens and snrs for advice.. so i made a choice that i am happy with =) or u can even say elated =) and hopefully i will stick to my decision.. =) now am left with the 2nd part.. 3 choose 1, sounds pretty easy from a mathematical point.. but only if everything can be represented by numbers and signals.. logic gates =) yet to make a decision, am wishy washy.. oh yeah.. to that someone, thankew thankew thankew! =) since u can read my mind like an open book, you shld noe what i will settle with ultimately =)

*hope everything turns out well n i'll win my toto!!*

after all's settled, shld i go diving or save the money??

往前飞

i think this kinda describe my mood now..

往前飞 by penny

我只想要往前飞
能飞多远也无所谓
我讨厌在这里徘徊
我厌倦我流眼泪
只管闭上眼往前追
若错过太多就有所谓
我害怕了后悔
那种遗憾的滋味
放开那些事与愿违
放开那些是是非非
转过身已走远
请留住我的美
忘掉那些曾经依偎
忘掉那些温柔相随
回过头已终结
只能给自己一个
你曾给的安慰
我害怕了后悔
那种遗憾的滋味
往前飞

another song by penny.. kinda sad sad song.. but tells u to live on, liveSTRONG! oh well, i like penny.. so here goes..

decisions, decisions n decisions..

urgh.. i hate making decision!!! esp those that will affect me for rest of my life maybe.. how now brow cow? onli if everything can be as simple as a bed of roses! guess am really spoilt for choices.. i think too much, way too much alr! i am the kind of person who plans out everything nicely then proceed with doing what i had planned.. plus i always leave a backdoor for myself (cover my backside mah) And when it comes to decision making, i like to drag for super long before i make a decision (somehow everyone in my family does that and it's pretty effective when it comes to business negotiation) how i wish everything will be so clear cut. 1.5 yrs back, i thot this will be the right path for me, where my ideals and passion lie. yet, after experiencing what i thot will fuel my passion for the next few decades, i began to think otherwise. it's good that i get to experience the kind of life before i actually commit myself. I think ns changed me, or maybe 我长大了.. I dont wanna put all my eggs in the same big basket.. that's like going to be the biggest ever wager in my life.. hmm.. what should i do?? i think i have an answer le.. but i shall just seek more opinions..

oh well.. here's something to share.. i find it pretty true to some sense..

任何人, 至少都会有一次, 掉入自我封闭的世界中
但我掉进去后, 就一直没能回来, 也不知该怎么回来
由于想得太多, 担心得太多, 就这么的把自己闷起来

how now brow cow? will an answer emerge if i were to sit under a bodhi tree??

ichigo!

ha.. found this by chance.. super cute!

=)

i like rainy dayS! makes me feel blue! n 933 rocks man.. was reading 那些年我们一起追的女孩 (book which i bought last yr in taiwan n haven even reach a quarter of the book) and this song came out.. 彩虹天堂 =) so being bored and dun feel like studying, decided to go and find the mv.. 1st part is 风 by Jay and 2nd part is 彩虹天堂 by 劉耕宏, both completes the story.. abit sad but oh well i got inclination for sad songs.. =)

1st song:


2nd song:

i kinda like the library..

我想我累了.. went to library today to borrow some books.. and i kinda like the place.. haven really sit/stay in the lib for quite some time alr.. the solemn silence makes me feel kinda peaceful n calm.. shld go the lib more often.. but where to find time and space?

6 more weeks to national liability, n when will i ever come 2 a decision..

my addiction..

i am addicted le!!! i am really addicted to bball le..every sun must play bball!!! (how i hoped everyday will be sunday!!) played in this morning and the feeling was shiok! the only downside was the hot n humid weather kinda drained abit of our energy.. anw turnout today was fantabulous! 9 pple.. haven have that many pple for some time alr.. hope next week will be the same! i wanna start training on skills le!! improve on dribbling, qie-ing n defence.. improve, improve n give me best! ha wad will happen if i had joined bball back in sec1?? i noe for sure i will be taller than what i am now.. haha

kinda lazy to write nowadays.. so it's just youtube frenzy! it's always good to share good stuffs! 933 on weekends afternoon rocks! didnt expect them to play some nice nice old songs.. so here's one of them from 陈晓东! (dun think he releases albums anymore..)

第一天

ha.. 2 versions of the same song.. i prefer yanzi's!!

明天

heard this over the radio..

"如果人生分成两个阶段, 那第一阶段该是不犹豫, 第二阶段该是不后悔..

做自己从未尝试过的事, 从未选择过的决定.. "

对我而言, 那该是不犹豫.. 但愿如此吧! 明天的路该怎么走呢?

=)

haha.. one of my fav song n mv.. very cute n sweet!

on rigours n blah blah blah..

hmm.. am just feeling whiney.. so you probably guess what i am going to do here.. so if you cant stand whiney pple, pls LEAVE! =p
my morale level at work is getting lower and lower day by day.. LOW morale!!! just cant get over the drudgery of work work n work.. who the hell stays in the lab whole day in tt ugly white coat and goggles!! urgh!! am beginning to realise why there's no jd in the letter, aka contract, they gave.. apart fr normal work, there are still other "errands".. i got super pek chek after running so many senseless errands today.. now i know why they need someone with good communication skills.. gotta beg, humour, plea and what not 2 borrow stuffs fr pple u dunno.. maybe this is how the real world works!! i rather choose going back to ns.. at least my officer treats me with respect and gives me freedom.. urgh!!
on a side note.. what will be your first 2 comments when you see someone with new accessories/apparels? will 1 of e qn be how much?? haha.. does this show tt you are money-minded or we, sing, are money minded?? ha.. this is wad an ang moh says one..

IAT

IAT = Implicit association test
found this rather interesting.. think you know urself very well? click on the link below and you may be in for a treat..

https://implicit.harvard.edu/

boring boring SATurday..

it's boring SATurday for me!! Yay my mum will not be home for the week = nobody to nag nag nag (i know i sound so unfilial!!) Wanted to do some reading for the day but i didn't manage to achieve much.. boohooo! succumbed to the temptation of the sun and went for a swim in the late morning.. n i end up slping most of my afternoon away.. darn i feel so drained for most days (esp weekdays) but i just couldnt slp past 9!! guess my bodyclock is way too efficient!!

went for dinner with dad n i nvr regretted it.. ate botak jones n i saw a HEBE look-alike gal there! HEBE leh!!! and she was sitting diagonally across me!!! bewitched =) too bad she got boifren (or at least someone who's after her i think)... 好的女生总是被抢走先.. no offence! ha do i look like an eurasian?? got shocked when an auntie asked if my dad or mum was an ang moh! either auntie has poor eyesight or dyeing hair realli ang moh-nifies me..

haha.. victim of abuse. (can you see my bruise?)























ha.. somehow i like this:
悄悄地, 我走了
正如我悄悄地来
我挥一挥衣袖,
不带走一片云彩

muahhaha.. this is funnie.. fr mr brown show.. http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=811

Saturday!

Am feeling kinda bored now, an hour before i go out! so i shall try to recap what happened yesterday.. (but bear in mind though it aint close 2 anithing happening..)

woke up feeling grumpy for god knows what reason. was supposed to go with my mum to pay respects to my maternal grandma but it was way too early. contingency plan was to pay respects to my paternal grandma but i woke up too late! (how ironic!) appears that i am rather unfilial.. but can pay respects 1 week before and after 晴明.. die die must find some time! i do realli miss my grandma lots!

in e afternoon, it occurred to me that i had to submit application for housing! had been procrastinating for way too long alr! luckily yx was online and we quickly sorted it out.. decided to go for global crossroads! had to write an essay on what can contribute and what can learn (this qn is totally crap imo).. took a bloody long time to finish writing it and it sounded weird.. urgh! shall see how it goes ba..

dinner time.. thot i had to cook magee mee liao! then my parents called and asked me to join them for dinner.. what i initially thought was a 3 people dinner turned out to be 6 people. parents asked their best fren's family along.. so there were my parents, their 2 best frens, best fren's daughter and me.. urgh!!! they were trying to let us 2 'kids' know each other!! was like.. ohmygosh!! tmd!! felt as though i was in some sdu dinner.. urgh!!! anybody wanna noe this gal?? i can intro! she's got real big eyes!