when studying gets u cranky..

i think this is the only period when i am most active blogging..
exams in 8 days' time!!! n i am still mugging my ass off.. oh well.. tt's not a surprise anyway!

i realised i have never been so hardworking in my entire life!! in the past, i will nua abit, mug abit.. but now here in uni.. there's this compelling factor.. to keep me mugging, in hope that i can do well.. n probably it may be due to the fact that there's no much entertainment here other than my laptop.. the only thing i can do is to watch movies.. but there arent that many movies out there tt's nice to watch! looking back this past 9 mths.. it's been kinds terrifying i guess.. cant really run/do much sports, no tv to watch/have no watched tv, no games to play, not that many place to walk walk.. sounds like i am in some ulu place rite? but nah.. nono! brits usually hang out in the bar.. but i see no point in getting myself tipsy every night.. cant drink that much anyway..

and i start to have weird dreams! i dream about going back almost everyday!!! not that i dont like here.. but it's kinda strange.. the anticipation of going back home outweighs the scary motion of the impending exams! hmm.. i am not well prepared.. but nonetheless, who will say he/she is 100% prepared. i've got a point to prove, n i need to show what i am capable of..

i suddenly have this weird longing.. longing for food even after i have had my dinner. it's a weird n strange feeling.. and it makes me miserable! sains closed, hall closed n i am left with chocs which i dun feel like eating.. help me!

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