找自己

who knows you the best? do you think you know urself better than the person who knows you the best?

i dont think i know myself any better than a common passerby. sometimes my actions simply amaze me. i dont think i will ever understand myself, i am too much a complex person to be understood inside out. maybe all it needs is just a passerby's opinion.

i felt like a spoilt brat when my dad asked me how much i need for the first year of my uni. all along i had been self sustainable n i din want to depend on my parents. tt prompted me to take big brother's money for studies. yet, all my so called "self righteous" have been thwarted when i decided to take a u-turn. the few mths after ord have been realli mind-blowing.